I honestly do not understand how some people can be so happy.
My mates say it's simple. But hey, I don't think there are simple things in life, really.
Maybe it's just because I have a lot in my mind lately. Maybe it's because I had broken my promises. Or maybe because I had broken my two months streak for being clean. Or just maybe because I'm falling for this girl who's a million miles away from me.
Honestly, I really have no idea. I wish I had, but I fucking don't.
Oh yeah I decided vent out my so-called feelings in this blog now. My sister said that it was healthier to verbalize emotions.
Like it matters.
Like it even makes a fucking difference anyway.
